Dead lines.

A keen awareness of the Palanca deadline lands on me
like an ACME safe on a distracted coyote. To date I have one, just one, poem I
like. And the requirement is a collection of at least 10 poems.

It didn’t help that Josh told me of
Margaret Atwood’s poem, Variations on the Word “Sleep.”

I would like to watch you
sleeping,

which may not
happen.

I would like to watch
you,

sleeping. I would like to
sleep

with you, to
enter

your sleep as its smooth dark
wave

slides over my
head

and walk with you through
that lucent

wavering forest of
bluegreen leaves

with its watery sun
& three moons

towards the cave
where you must descend,

towards your
worst fear

I would like to give
you the silver

branch, the small white
flower, the one

word that will protect
you

from the grief at the
center

of your dream, from the
grief

at the center. I would like to
follow

you up the long
stairway

again &
become

the boat that would row you
back

carefully, a
flame

in two cupped
hands

to where your body
lies

beside me, and you
enter

it as easily as breathing
in

I would like to be the
air

that inhabits you for a
moment

only. I would like to be that
unnoticed

& that
necessary.